Simulacrum

I see your face in the dark and I think it's not real,
Why don't you show yourself here, show me how to feel?
Your image as dark in the night as it is in the day,
You hide in the shadows of black, you have nothing to say.

I want to believe you
But have to deceive you
I want to hold your hand
And be guided through

You cross my mind and I don't want to ignore you,
Beaten but pure in your majesty, I need your help too,
I don't want to run anymore, I am scared of the end,
Afraid of the dark and the light, a message please send,

I want to believe you
But have to deceive you
I want to hold your hand
But there is no you

You give hope to life
Provide us with a will
I never found this hope
Never found this will